Routine Disruptions

I’m using a very small disruption to my daily routine to better explore how I deal with roadblocks and setbacks.  

I go for a walk every day.  Almost every day, some days I don’t do the walk because I’m busy or sick or lazy.  On a good week, I hit seven out of seven days with a 1 hour dedicated walk, outside, along the same path.  

Lately, I haven’t been able to do my preferred path, but only just slightly.  The annoyance is that the slight deviation means I have to work around a part of my path that has significance in my attempt to permanently modify my routine.  That was a long sentence, so let me try and illustrate this.  Actually, that gives me an idea…

Okay, so here’s a little sketch – neither to scale nor exact, but just for the idea.  My walk takes place on one of the town’s many great foot and bike paths.  The path I use swings right behind my condo, and naturally that’s where I start, indicated on the shitty sketch as the uppercase “A”.  I walk this path as it winds around the lovely, calming woods and creek until I hit an underpass somewhere around “B”, then turn around and head home along the same path.  According to the GPS tracking on the fitness app I use, the round trip is something like 3.8 miles.  

The path has some really nice features, including some good hills for running.  Another is a nice amount of privacy.  Both of those are key here, because starting around the end of last month, April, I decided I was overdue to start ramping up the challenge of my daily walks.  I used to run, like a lot, and it was good for my health.  Both physically and mentally.  I know it’s not for everyone, but I’m among a lot of folks that really benefit from regular runs. 

Okay, so about three quarters of the way into my total walk, like half-wayish of the return side of things, I’ve started Interval Running.  For the uninitiated, that means I’d do timed stretches of running and walking, then repeat until whatever.  This is a well worn and, I think, well researched strategy for improving your cardio or just getting up to speed on running in general.  I did this before, years ago, and it was great. And it feels good to be doing it again.

The path and its various features helps to boost this strategy with the hills and privacy.  There’s a great hill right at the beginning of the section of the path where I like to start my first running interval, which on the sketch is somewhere between the lowercase “b” and the “2”.  I start a little before this hill to warm up, than I absolutely charge that hill like my life depends on it. The hill crests onto the turnabout of a quiet end-street, which is a great place to slow down to a jog or walk and shake it out. Cross the street and back onto the path is pretty level, then the hill rolls back down, and I ride a comfortable speed jog-ish with the downhill until I hit the next interval. Run, walk, run, walk, and so on, prioritizing uphill sections for hard sprints and downhill sections for slower jogs or shuffles. You know, interval training. And I keep on like this until I reach the backyard of my condo, at which point I can comfortably dissemble and drag myself (figuratively, don’t freak out) back home.

The problem is that there has been a sewage emergency.  I don’t know the specifics and they aren’t really relevant to the situation anyway, but the specifics that I do know and that do matter is how they are dealing with this problem.  From what I understand, there was a pipe burst and some overflow or something, following a recent freak storm surge.  The town’s water works department is fixing it, and to accomplish this, they have run a temporary pipe and a series of pumps and other equipment to redirect the flow of the creek (the blue line on the sketch) around the area that needs repair.  For the repair and redirect, it means they have to block off access to that part of the creek and the bath that runs along it, which is marked on the sketch as “1” and “2”.  That whole section of path between those two numbers is inaccessible to me, and will likely remain so until at least mid July.  And that makes me salty.

I mean, I’m not salty at the town or the folks doing the repairs.  Stuff happens and frankly I’m happy it’s getting fixed.  Also, I don’t want to get in the way of the workers, so even if they don’t need to, them blocking the section off is a good call.  But things like this are disruptive of people’s daily goings on.  Some people use this path to get to and from work every day, and this must be a major pain in the ass for them.  It’s only a minor pain in the ass for me, but I think we’d all prefer our asses to remain pain free.  The part that’s top of mind for me is that I can’t skip the exercise, and I haven’t, but I have felt compelled to postpone the ramp-up.  The running part, that is.

A similar disruption happened around the same time last year and in about the same area, though the specifics on that, which also don’t matter, were slightly different. At the time, I was really not in the mood for a redirect, and couldn’t find anywhere to get up to date information on when the path would open back up, and really didn’t trust my health to scout equivalent alternatives.  So I just skipped it entirely for like, the entire summer.  And that wasn’t great for me.

For this year’s disruption, I know I can’t just skip it.  And my health has improved enough that I can explore alternatives more readily. So on one of my walks, I decided to just let it take as long as it takes while I poke around the edges of the construction zone. I was looking for where the path is blocked and where I can get on and off of the path to keep it as close to the original plan as possible.  There aren’t a lot of good options in the direction that I like to go, there’s really just the street. I followed that and hopped back onto the outlets of the path, trying to find the earliest unblocked section just past the zone. What I found is what I now use, indicated by the greenish “a”, “b”, and dashed line between them on the sketch.

The result is a walk that is slightly shorter and slightly less pleasant, but more or less the same.  The street detour is not fun, but being able to just keep on is a huge improvement over my response to last year’s disruption, so let’s call that a win. But it does bum me out a bit, because I had just set myself a goal and this throws that off.

The goal is to try and run a full, unbroken mile by the middle of June.  I was not actually expecting to make this goal, but I was expecting to make some serious progress on it. Around that time, I’d go for my challenge run attempt, see how I did, then use that mid-June check-in to get an idea where and when to put an updated goal.  However, there is no way I can make any progress on this goal if I can’t practice toward it, and with the disruption, I find myself not even a little motivated to maintain my interval training. How can I run if I’m not running?

Look, I know this is a “me” problem, okay, you don’t need to explain this or offer me any solutions.  I have plenty of options, not the least of which is to just do the same interval run but on the section that is temporarily the street.  If I hate the street that much, I can see take the path in the other direction (which I avoid because it’s mostly street and it sucks), drive to a different path, do the walk at a different section of the same path, go to a gym and use the treadmill, and hey, I got more options than those. I have an embarrassment of options, it’s really not a huge issue. And I”m most likely to do the simplest, either do the run in the middle section or just deal with the street. Small as it is, that is the central conflict.

I’m not exactly jazzed for either idea.  The middle-run option doesn’t mesh with how I like to train. I like to do that running session like there’s nothing left and I give everything I have to it. If I shift this to the middle, I can’t do that. And then there’s the street option. And I fuckin’ hate the street option.

Not only does the street lack the same interesting and challenging set of hills, it also lacks the crucial privacy where I can struggle with the reasonable expectation that the only folks who will see me struggle are others in similar struggles.  There is a sort of comfort in the shared use of the shared space, even with slightly different intentions and expectation.  I’m not bothered by the cyclists on the path, nor are they bothered by me.  Likewise, dog walkers, parents with strollers, and folks commuting on foot are all fair to be there, and we all regard each other with the same levels of neighborly “leave-each-other-aloneness”, and it’s good. It’s great.

The street (or rather sidewalks) that line it are not fun to walk and fully suck ass to run on.  I don’t want to run up there, it blows.  There isn’t enough tree cover, there is too much car traffic, there isn’t the same level or type of privacy, and the sidewalks are uneven and a danger to my shitty ankles.  I don’t wanna run up there, it stinks.

I’m making myself chuckle with this post a little.  Frankly, I didn’t need to recount as much of the situation as I did.  You didn’t need to know all that, and likely don’t care.  I could put it a bit differently – I go for a daily walk with an occasional run, and the section I like to run on is currently blocked off by the city and it sucks.  Done and dusted.  But I don’t know, I think the story and picture are more fun.

Anyway, all of that is to say that I’m taking this as a challenge.  It can be an exercise in dealing with disruptions.  I have other options, and this is a good excuse to explore a few of them.  None of them are ideal, but I know that ideal is the enemy of good.  I’ll give the street run a try this week, but I’ve got a feeling that I’ll shift to a different location. I think it sucks to drive to a place to run, but whatever. It’s just for a while, and better to be slightly uncomfortable to keep up what I need than to suffer the effects of just not doing it.

Not Quite Back to School

One of the things I am up to these days is studying.  I’m thinking about going back to school full time.  I’m also considering a more current-era alternative to traditional college, which would be to pick a couple of projects and use those as springboards to get up to speed on the skills most relevant to my desired job.  The thing is, I’m not sure my desired job is a job. At least not one that already exists out there and if it does, that job would likely require that I have a college degree to prove that I can do it.  Seems more like I’m leaning pretty hard in that college direction, and though I feel a little uneasy writing it, I suppose that does seem about right.  Though maybe not exactly the traditional route. And if that sounds like I’m hedging my bets, well… yeah, I am.

Most of the best results I have had in my own personal growth have come out of a combination of traditional education (or similar) and pursuing something like autodidact projects of need.  I was really shooting for a succinct description and I don’t think I got there.

Autodidact is a term that entered my lexicon a few years back.  It came to me the same way I first learned the term “luthier”.  Luthier came to me when I was a few guitars into learning how to make electric guitars.  These little projects of mine came up in a group conversation and a friend of a friend remarked, “Oh, so you’re a luthier…” and I didn’t hear the rest of what he’d said, because I was so lost in that notion.  I think I disagreed a little confusingly and someone else mercifully took the conversation over before I could look any stupider than I undoubtedly already did, which was quite kind of them.  It’s been a while since I’ve built a guitar from scratch and really don’t think of myself as a luthier. However, I might have bulked at the title back then even if I had heard it before, given that it’s hard to think of the guitar work I’ve done as amounting to the level of craftsmanship that “luthier” implies to me, though I’m pretty sure he was correct, at least in a strict, literal sense.

(little side note, the spellcheck on the CMS backend of WordPress is absolutely certain that “Luthier” is not a real word, but then it also just flagged “WordPress” as a spelling mistake. So that’s fun.”)

Autodidact, which basically means self-taught, also came to me when in a conversation where I was talking about a side project and someone much smarter than I was all, “Oh, so you’re an Autodidact”, and I was all, “the fuck you just…”.  The term felt off to me, for a number of reasons, not the least being some nebulous feeling of undue pride. I’m sure this comes from the extremely bad experiences and interactions I and so many others have had with people who claim to be self educated.  This compounds when you begin to understand those making this claim and break them down into groups. Some of the most adamant of “self learners” absolutely did not teach themselves anythings, and instead were just watching youtube and reading bad reddit posts from bad reddit posters.  Another annoying subset of those people actually did go to college and seem to think they learned nothing from that experience, even when the thing they brag about teaching themselves was literally a class they took.  What are you bragging about, that you didn’t pay attention and wasted money? I have a feeling that if I did any research on the subject, I’d find that it’s one of those classic American myth maker backgrounds that a certain type of douche just loves to claim, like being a self-made millionaire while failing to mention how their rich parents paid their way through everything. I’m sorry, “invested in them”.  This is yet another subject I feel like I could go on forever about, and maybe I will, but not today.

Anyway, of the education euphemisms I’ve come across lately, the best fit for my current situation is something along the line of “self-paced education”. This leaves a lot of room for a variety  of learning paths and styles, including any mix of traditional college, vocational classes, in person, online, old books, worksheets, non-traditional yackings, you name it. Anything you can hodge-podged together into learning counts.  And that kinda works for me.

To wrap up the greater point of the educational… I don’t know, let’s call it a scheme. The Educational Scheme I’m driving towards right now is to more or less follow a college curriculum and use free-or-cheap college resources to get up to a college graduate understanding of my chosen fields of study. Bit of a mouthful, and I have more to say on it, but I think that will be another post. What I will say today is that the landscape of resources available to us all now, much of which is free, is incredible. When you get a good look at it all, it’s hard not to feel like there is an educational revolution just begging to happen. Fingers crossed the current administration and otherwise political climate don’t ruin that along with everything else.

So that’s sorted, let’s get a little specific before closing for the day. Just a smidge.

I’ve set down some very basic criteria for my first round of chosen subjects:

  1. I will need them for a degree and will still find them useful if I don’t pursue college
  2. I am directly interested in them or it would benefit the pursuit of my interests if I studied them
  3. I can find a healthy variety of resources to learn them from
  4. I can, if I choose to (and I think I will), get college credit for them (or useful equivalent, like a professional certification)

Not everything I’m studying meets all four.  For a related side note, I’m like a chapter or two from finishing a book on the subject of learning. The book piqued my interest because it’s basically talking about what I was planning on doing, and I was hoping it would give me either direction or clarity.  Now that I’m so far into it, I find it absolutely is talking about what I’m trying to do, and it’s been a good read.  It’s also been helpful, giving me some good ideas, a combination of starting points and well worn strategies .  I’m hoping for a bit more, and the book’s forward, table of contents, and first chapter implied it would give me that in the form of overarching actionable advice. I haven’t gotten to that just yet, though it should be coming up next.  I’ll name the book and give my opinion on it when I finish.  But it’s not going to directly lead to a degree, is the point, and that truth isn’t a problem given that it could help me get through the journey a little bit better, more quickly, and less haphazardly. No red squiggly on “haphazardly”, huh? Alright, cool.

Likewise, I’m also picking back up some interests that I just like, regardless of whether they satisfy even one item on the list.  I’ve been digging back into playing music, woodworking, and gadget tinkering hobbies. I don’t know if anything from that trio can lead to whatever my main focus will be, or work, or side hustle, or anything really.  Heck, I’m a terrible musician.  But I love to play music, and that helps me, if indirectly, to just get by in this shit world of ours. And that’s a good enough reason for me.

With those and the more formalized subjects I am pursuing, one thing I want to do on this site is to talk about that experience.  Talk about what I’m learning, talk about how I’m going about learning it, how things are going, and so on.  I keep getting about halfway into writing about how I’m doing in this subject or how learning that this is going, and then realizing that it’s not what I want to go up as the first post on it.  That should be no surprise, I mean this post had a few unnecessary stops along the way. And that’s the point of this point, to give a point to start the conversation. A sort of “starting point”, if you will. Woof. I need an editor.

That’s why one of the subjects is English Composition, sometimes called College Composition or Introduction to Writing.  If I do the college thing, I’ll need credit for that class.  Moreover, I’ll need what I should learn from the class to actually succeed in other classes further down the line. The big positive upshot is that even if I don’t do the college thing, it’s still something that would be useful.  I love to write, and I haven’t been doing it much outside of just the most awful corporate office procedure documents for years, and man, writing those things sticks. The style guild on a corporate doc is basically “stuffy turd potato, double-spaced”, and they only ever get read by other workers that are skipping every other sentence or managers that are desperate to have a thing to correct so they can justify their bullshit jobs. I think it would do wonders for me to just write something fun again.

I’m planning to come in later this week and write some more about my English Comp experience.  The experience has already proven itself worth discussing, and I’m likely to dedicate an entire post to just one of my shortcomings in the class.  Here’s a preview to that – Citation and References: Aaron Stinks At Them.  The rest of the subjects I’ve hit so far are easy peasy, stuff we should all already know, really. Though I could really use some practice on writing essays… not really sure how to go about that. Guess I could harass my friends for help, but that doesn’t exactly sound like a fun time.

The second subject is College Algebra, which also deserves its own post.  I was really happy when I got far enough into it to relieve my fear that I had lost all of my previous math prowess.  Before starting, I was really worried that I would have to go back to remedial math or that I just couldn’t do it at all, effectively shutting this entire experiment down before it even starts.  It was a real boost to my mood and motivation when I found that I could still factor.  Better still when I came to feel I better understand now how logarithms work then I ever did in high school.  This is not a good paragraph, and I’m somehow both getting really ahead of myself and somewhat behind the point. That’s some more proof that I could use those Composition classes right?  Also, I need a lot more work on logs before I can declare I actually get them.  So a post on that is forthcoming.

The other classes I’m taking are Microeconomics, Macroeconomics, and Computer Science.  There are other subjects that I’m tracking, but that is the list that I am most actively pursuing at the moment.  The Econ stuff is mostly out of interest, though that interest is strong, and I have, so far, found it easy.  CS, on the other hand, I’m not that interested in on its face.  It’s more like the results of having had learned it will be useful, you dig? I’ve had some pretty meaningful successes in my professional life with some really low-level coding, and I’ve found a shitload of fun and fulfillment in personal coding projects.  I think my side interest in CS may turn to something else and having had that class will be extremely useful. At present, the most likely suspect is some discipline of engineering. But let’s hold up a minute on the whole getting ahead of myself stuff.

Alright, this is at least a whole page-scroll longer than I’d meant it to be.  I have more to say, big surprise, but it’s late and this isn’t going to help me get to bed on time, so let’s start wrapping things up.  Maybe that essay practice will help with my shitty brevity.  We’ll plan to follow up on all of this as we go.  Fuckin’ “we”, like it’s a group over here or some jazz.  It’s just me, the notable Aaron.  You know, this guy? With the thumbs? Yeah, that’s right.

Fitness Check 1 – May 17, 2025

I believe I stated in the last post that I was planning on making some regular fitness check-ins, and this will stand as the first.

When I first started typing this, I was calling it a “weigh-in”.  I doubled-back and edited that to “fitness”.  I’m going to just blow past that today, but I’ve remembered that it gets brought up by serious health professionals to not rely on your weight as the single indicator of health, rather a part of a system.  From my own past, I remember being healthier when I was heavier than the dreaded BMI math wanted me to be, so I get it. I’ll have more to say on the subject, but that will have to wait for another day.  

262.  That’s today’s weight.  In pounds, if you were wondering. I feel pretty good about that.  Due to some serious health conditions, my weight has been all over the place for the past few years, well over 300 just a few years ago. That will all go in the future post I alluded to earlier. I’d planned to post that by now, but it seems I have a lot to say, so it’s taking me some time. But this is now, so let’s establish a baseline.

The heaviest I’ve been since the start of 2025 was 270.  That was a few weeks ago, and that’s what we’re going to call my base. I’m fairly sure that at least five of those pounds were water weight, but I’m counting them. Water weight has become a real concern of mine, given my condition. Add to that I’m pretty sure I got above that weight while away from my scale. Not knowing what the actual top weight was, let’s stick with 270. Better to have something.

I’m planning to eventually present the rest of what I’m tracking, but not today.  Today will be just the weight and a handful of fitness goals I know I’m going with.  Before I do, however, I also want to log my Friday, yesterday, weigh-in of 261 pounds. Since we’re keeping track, let’s also note that Friday is my stated weigh-in day going forward.  That’s the day that I log my weight on the spreadsheet where I actually keep track of all of this stuff. A pound or two drift here and there is expected, especially at my weight and age. Lot of reasons I picked that day, but the biggest is that Friday morning is my most reliable reading.

I plan to share that spreadsheet as well, eventually, but also not today.  I’ve been using an old one I made years ago, which does just fine, but it needs both cleaning up and expanding.  It currently tracks some stuff I don’t care about anymore and is missing stuff I now do.  You get the idea.  Plus, I’m out of my corporate job, which leaves me few outlets to stretch my well developed spreadsheet skills.  Making a little “personal dashboard” seems like a nice side project. But I’m stalling, let’s go ahead and run down the current list.

CurrentShort Term GoalLong Term Goal*
Weight – 262255 pounds (lose about 15)200 pounds
Cardio – 60min+ Walk (some running)Run (at all), 1x WeekRun 1 Unbroken Mile
Fit Check – Size 40 jeans, looseSize 38 jeans, comfortableSize 36 jeans, comfortable
Mobility – Okayish, I guess?UndefinedUndefined

*You may notice I did not specify any time frames on my goals.  I don’t know what they are yet.  I’m planning my first major check in around my birthday, which is the middle of June.  That’s about a month away.  We’ll try and nail some specifics down by then.

Fit-check is my current shorthand for how I feel, which I’m struggling to define outside of how my clothing fits. Right now, I’m wearing an XL t-shirt and a size 38 jeans.  The jeans are snug but they were uncomfortably tight not much more than a week ago. The shirt feels great, though could look a bit better. These are brands that run a little big, and for clarity, I have a pair of size 40 chinos that no amount of baby powder and shoe horns would squeeze me into. Sorry for the visual. 

Considering it wasn’t long ago that I was busting out of a XXXL pair of gym shorts on the way to the hospital, I feel pretty alright with the current size.  But I’d love to get back into my size 36 jeans and feel comfortable in them.  Really, I just want to get rid of my gut, and stuff like jean size and weight are my best vitals to track along the way.  Plus, around size 36 is where my best cache of good clothes lives.  I have some amazing clothes in that class.  Really show off the goods, and it would feel great to have anyone find me even a little sexy again, ya’ dig?

Mobility is another one.  I was worried about this when I started pulling up to my 40s, but man, following my hospital stay, this now feels crucial.  A few months after being discharged, I developed some serious shoulder issues, and I had a really hard time just walking. Stair were really tough for a few months. I’ve mostly recovered, but not entirely.  I have had to face the very real possibility that I might not ever fully recover my mobility, so I’d like to get back as much as I can and hold onto it for as long as I can. I greatly value my ability to get around on my own, and when I lost that it was devastating. It crushed my sense of self. Any fix to that is worth pursuing.

My current routine isn’t too crazy.  It’s pretty light compared to what I did trying to get in shape in my mid-30s and a far cry from anything I did in my early 20s.  But hey, I’m not in the military any more. I’m old and injured.  And so far it’s working, so I’m callin’ that a win. Here’s the basics:

  • Walk minimum 30 minutes 3 times per week
  • Interval Training (working toward run) 1 time per week
  • Strength Training – Modified GVT with focus on regaining lost muscle in major zones (will share in future post)
  • Calisthenics – not started / undecided.

Calisthenics isn’t required for everyone’s fitness routine, but the best results I’ve ever had always included them, so they’ll be going on the menu when I’m ready for them. I had especially good results the time I did them as HIIT sessions.  I’ll probably do that again, borrowing from my friend Jackie and his success.  I’m pretty sure he described his entire routine as exclusively and intensively doing Burpee HIIT.  Burpees suck shit to do, which might be part of the appeal. You don’t just breeze through them, and the feedback is very rapid. So we’ll probably go with that, though mine will be more supplemental and likely much less intensive.  

I’d also love to bring back my “Church”. That’s the snarky and lightly insensitive way I used to label a short list of routines I’d dial up for my Sunday workout. It’s workouts that suck, like a sprint drill that goes directly into burpees and then flutter kicks, rinse and repeat. It’s awful. But many of the results are nearly immediate, and they are glorious. If you can manage this sort of thing once per week, I fully recommend you do so, and you don’t have to use my dickish moniker for it. For my own plans, if I can drag my ass out of bed early enough tomorrow, I hope to scout a nearby location for future sessions.

Alright I have more but this post has already gone longer than I’d intended. Let’s call it for today. I’ll check back in with a thing or two next week.

Welcome Back, Again

Today, I welcome myself back to my own blog.  Hi, I’m Aaron, the titular note taker.  I’ve had this website for many years, and used to update it with some regularity.  The content and consistency of the website changed from time to time, but more or less functioned as a personal blog.  Some years into that and some years back from now, I don’t recall how many, I became extremely burnt out and overwhelmed in my job and various aspects of my personal life.  My mid-to-late 30s were pretty rough.  During that burn-out period, my posts here become less and less frequent.  Due to some extremely lackluster attention and follow through, I also had a bunch of half-written blogs that I hadn’t meant to go up end up publishing anyway.  At some point, I realized just how little I was doing with this and then scrapped it all.  Well, scrapped most of it, anyway.  I not only stopped posting, I also cleared out the back posts, leaving up a placeholder for a while.  I’ve now scrapped that.

I’m in my early 40s now, and once again have the urge to share what is going on in my life.  I also have regained that old urge to write.  Reviving my old blog seems like the natural course of action to satisfy both.  I should give fair warning to anyone who somehow found their way here that I don’t have any real expectations for what this will be, how frequently I’ll update it, or even if I will keep it up at all.  That’s the gist of it – I’m planning to start writing again, including here, and this is the first post towards that.

I’m in a bit of a transition period in my life, you see.  I’ve had some changes, some by choice and some not, and I’m feeling introspective.  More so than usual.  I’ve also been sitting on some additional changes that I want to make but haven’t, some I’ve been sitting on for quite some time.  Odd they haven’t hatched on their own… annoying that bit.  I do journal personally, fairly regularly, but there is a part of me that wants to commit to the structure, rigor, and practice that writing to an audience (even just a perceived if not actually present one) has on one’s related skills.  Before I move on, I should address the weight of the words at the first part of this paragraph – it’s nothing massive, world changing, person changing.  Well, I don’t think so.  It’s more stuff I’ve been doing or planning to do, like getting in shape, engaging my existing and underused skills, and picking up new ones.  Plus just working on the whole me of it all.  Like to be a (slightly) less shitty person.  Not that I’m all that terribly shitty, in fact I think most people would say I’m quite nice.  I think.

Also I was hospitalized at the start of 2024 and slightly died and haven’t fully recovered. And probably won’t. But I’m up and moving around again, so you know, that’s good.

The plan, at least for the time being, is to pop in here as appropriate with the things that are on my mind.  You know, a blog.  Remember those?

Lately, the things on my mind have been a bit too much to keep up with.  So I’m hoping that, in part, this can act as a somewhat therapeutic exercise.  Maybe a way to jot down something that’s bothering or exciting me, get it out of my head and let it live somewhere else for a while.  I also want to use the blog as a bit of an academic booster, as I’ve been trying to play catch-up on my education and skill acquisition.  I’m not sure exactly what form that will take, though right now I’m thinking I might occasionally use this as a sort of review of whatever I’m trying to learn at the moment.  I’m also looking for something to be a quasi formal record of my current and previous efforts during this time, my struggles, strategies, and successes on various issues, such as my health and fitness.  Lastly, one of the original focuses I had planned but rarely actually indulged in, was to talk about some of my hobbies, interests, passions… look, I’m into a lot of shit.  Dumb shit, mostly, but that don’t bother me none.  I like to tinker and screw around with stuff.  I’m fascinated by the world and how it works.  I like to try new experiences and I love to make things.  And I need a place to talk about them, sometimes very briefly and other times at nauseating length.  So you know, blog. 

Some of these areas of interest are ongoing threats, which gives me the notion to set up a sort of schedule or likely something less formal, but some expectation to have semi-regular check-ins.  Maybe more, but for now, let’s just say that’s what is likely to appear here, assuming anything else appears here ever again.  Well, wouldn’t you know, it’s the first post in a very long time and it’s already longer than I’d intended. Sounds like I’m right back to my same old shit, yee-haw.  Oh well, at least it’s relatively coherent this time.

Anyway, here’s a picture I drew of a thing I found that, now that I’m looking at it again, does look a lot more like a dick than I’d first thought. For reference, it was slightly larger than key size. I’m pretty sure it was a bottle opener. You can see it, right? Right?

I suppose it could have been a weird key. But, I mean, look at it.